when dreams are crushed into a million pieces...

So really really like performing arts and i really really wanna be involved in voice acting. There's this academy which offered a three day voice acting workshop and maaaan.. was i very excited. it is like, as if my dream is coming to me slowly, asking me to catch it and never let it go. 

but i spoke to soon.. one of my family member is SUUUUPER against performing arts. i mean, come on, i can rebel a little and just go all "IT'S MY DREAM. I SHALL STIR MY OWN LIFE" but that is not happening since i am quite a timid little girl and also have a soft heart.

Now, i shall sink in my shattered dreams... while eating oranges.

oh lord..

it had been quite a long time since i've visited this blog. i decided to take a look at my good ol' childhood posts and guess what? i am NOT amused. i mean. wow... look at me.. i was the lamest kid everrr.. *major facepalm*


*allow me to spam y'all with my rants of me for being such a lame kid

i had a large cupcake sticker down at the corner saying, "dont hate me!"
and this is the one i'm talking about VV

oh my god.. blinkies? really? what the heck, little me? that is so freaking lame. oh lord. i cant even. ugh.

i bet i will do this again in five years when i look back at what i wrote today. hahahaha ^_^ ah well~ that is life

p.s. i got rid of almost everything (blinkies, stickers, glitter grafics etc.)  because no one must know